I wanted 2 skip this part …
The part when she steps on my heart
I just wanted my life 2 b easy & my heart 2 rest at last
But every thing turned 2 b crazy & the dream vanished really fast
I felt anger or I felt pain? No… I felt the feeling of NOTHING again
As I always did b4, I laid down 2 cry … but this time I didn’t wish 2 die.
Its not hope its not despair it's just set, see & whisper
I didn’t want life or death but I didn’t know how 2 stop my breath
I will do nothing but stay & watch the play
Will my life go on? Or sadness will b upon?
Who cares any way? Not me, not in this day.