another lonely day, another tear

Setting alone in the hotel room ,cnt sleep,listening to song of M.Mounir (karhak ya wada3) , thinking of all those who i dissapointed , all those who i hurtd & failed ,& just cnt stop crying ,tears full my glasses & my pillow , i'm so evil inside , so insane ,so selfish, hope i had nvr been born

this was supposed to be private , but its just being published to draw intention & sympathy , so dnt believe i've that much feelings

maybe i was crying because of the cost of the internet service her